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07/31/07--12:51: uhhh.... (chan 2060580)




hey ppl! glad ur here! going 2 california soon wont be on 4 a few days anywayz plz check out my gallery! thanx!


08/10/07--12:33: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2060580)




kay i'm back. man it's so damn hot in california. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit! stupid sunburn!


08/16/07--16:25: randomness (chan 2060580)




hi ppl! sorry i havent been updating any new journal entries, it's kinda been i while since i did, hmmm, yeah going to think of what 2 draw, and watch sum vids on youtube, my username 4 youtube is hidan1994, it's the same i know


08/28/07--11:40: school (chan 2060580)




nooooouuuuu! school's coming in a few weeks! only going 2 b on 4 2 FREAKIN HRS! god damn school!


09/04/07--14:56: anything (chan 2060580)




ooooooook, i might not be on as much coz i'm starting school tomorrow...

i MIGHT be on...well maybe...
   my youtube- hidan1994 (i know it's the same)
   my grab- okamigirl1994  


09/29/07--12:34: anything (chan 2060580)




hi ppl! sry i havent been updating journal da t much, 8 grade sux like hell. o well i have 2 get used to it. well yeah, um....if anybody gots any requests sure yeah i could do that,


10/19/07--13:36: ...uh... (chan 2060580)




oh wow i have 2 update journal more...srry ppl! skoolz gotten in da way...8th grade is killing me... so ya


03/29/08--17:14: ugh! (chan 2060580)




AAAAAGGGHHH! WTF HOLY SHYT! THIS GUY COLLECTED 1 OF MAH PIX AND CALLED IT SHYT! HE'S SO IMMATURE! SERIOUSLY! HE DOESNT HAVE 2 B RUDE!


04/11/08--13:18: haiku (chan 2060580)




haiku's are easy
sometimes they're really pointless
refrigerator


04/12/08--12:56: facebook (chan 2060580)




i is on facebook =P


05/23/08--17:35: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2060580)




100 DEVIATIONS!
100 DEVIATIONS!
100 DEVIATIONS!
LOOK SKY! I GOT 100 DEVIATIONS!
LOOK ROCK! I GOT 100 DEVIATIONS!
LOOK P---- (brother takes out piantball gun and shoots me)
LOOK BLOOD! 100 DEVIATIONS!
everyone- ...retard...


06/18/08--14:47: guess who turned 14! (chan 2060580)




well actually...i turned 14 on monday...wow...i'm slow...


06/20/08--19:01: i'm heartbroken (chan 2060580)




...well i never got to tell this guy how i really feel about him...we're really close and he's moving! out of this country...i think i'm gonna cry...okay nevermind...already crying...i really like him...my friends told me to tell me how i feel...but i dont know what to do...i dont know if i should call him or something...help someone please give me advice...i would really appreciate it... =(


06/22/08--18:14: me banana? wtf?! (chan 2060580)




wth i'm lyk the whitest azn gurl u'll evr meet (dats what my friends say but whatevz) omg okay um yeah


06/24/08--17:14: orochimaru is kayako?! (chan 2060580)




for everyone that watches naruto...DOESNT OROCHIMARU LOOK LIKE KAYAKO FROM JU-ON?!?! (THE GRUDGE) O.O


06/28/08--15:09: oh fuck...! (chan 2060580)




holy fucking shit! this little brat is such a bitch! her name is keisha , and she is a little demon! fuck that brat! and she's eight years old! and she put so much prejudice on my innocent little siblings! i HATE her! i fucking swear if she annoys me,.. i fucking swear i'll make a shit bag and put her in it and sell it on ebay! that way any person would buy it and beat it!


06/30/08--13:02: what if.... (chan 2060580)




hi ppl! i was just thinking how orochimaru looks a lot like kayako from the grudge...omg what if they actually met?! (i know it's not possible but just what if okey?) orochimaru's probably gonna be like...wtf..and kayako's probably like omg ima gonna eat joo! lol sorry i'm sooooo random!


07/21/08--07:31: dA (chan 2060580)




wow...i never thought deviantArt would change...i really miss the old dA (i honestly dont know why) i checked the thingy that says search to see if they had any new anime pics and it only had like one page of anime... all i'm saying is the older version of dA was easier to use...


07/23/08--15:14: I HATE MY ANNOYING LITTLE BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!! (chan 2060580)




oh my friggin god my annoying little brother wont leave me alone! he  tried to get my attention from drawing blood from my arm! well actually...he does that on a daily basis (thats why i'm covered in cuts)seriously, if i had a list of the most annoying people alive, he'd be at the top.Our fights get physical. he scratches, i bite (coz of all my open wounds, i cant use my arms or legs...but he hasnt scarred my face...) and the thing is when i get pissed at him, i really do get pissed. i know it seems retarded for me to bite and not let go but hey! i didnt know what to do! i'm covered in cuts...and he's covered in bruises...that's how


07/24/08--07:14: ... (chan 2060580)




hi!!! i'm back sad to say i only have a limited amount of time on dA coz my parents are mean... yeah


07/28/08--09:27: ........ (chan 2060580)




hey people!!!! i'm back from my retreat...and i'm tired...omg yyeah


07/31/08--07:29: my dad is watching every single move....STALKER!!! (chan 2060580)




omgggggg my dad is monitoring my on his laptop....WHAT THE HELL DO I EFFING DO???? please....i reaaaaaally need advice on how to get him off my back...no offense to him or anything but he sometimes can be a total jerk... and he only gives me thirty minutes on MY computer!!!! D= how retarded is that?! right now....my dad is monitoring me...it is as bad as hell right now...(he's a jerk) so...yeah...i cant take too much time...damn...BIG DAMN!!!!!!! but honestly...i kind of dont give a shit coz i'll just go back to playing harvest moon...crap...y the heck is that game just so addicting???


08/01/08--11:06: sorry for not rping ppl.... (chan 2060580)




guys i'm really really sorry i havent been talking and rping with u in a while i only have limited time coz of my dad...i feel that i am reponsible for this ... idk why... so i decided to write a song for you....it's like ryan higa's so.. here it goes....

...as time goes by...i realize that deviant art..is a big responsibility...and everything i do...effect the people around me...so i'm gonna take this time out...for the things i've done...and the things i'm responsible for...

i'm sorry that i really couldnt stay
coz my dad is always in the way
i'm sorry for the times i wasnt on
and sorry for the work that wasnt done
coz you were


08/18/08--13:29: T-T (chan 2060580)




sorry guys...first journal in a long time...anyways...OMG....MY DAD THREW OUT ALL MOST ALL MY GAMES! GRRRRRRR!!!!!!! SOMETIMES HE REALLY PISSES ME OFF...wait...actually...yeah... he pissed me off... BUT SERIOUSLY! WHAT PARENT THROWS OUT THEIR KIDS FAVORITE GAMES JUST BECAUSE SHE PLAYED A LITTLE TOO LONG? i guess he's just there to make life like hell more than it is...i pretty much have no life whatsoever coz of him!!! he took away most of my paper too! i guess he hates the fact that i draw a lot...he just thinks my life is reading a book...sure i give books a chance...but what about video games? the only things he did not throw out is my cel


08/30/08--10:29: band camp was harsh... (chan 2060580)




Sorry guys, i know i havent done too many updates lately...coz my scanner hates me... anyways, i know i havent been on either, band camp got in the way...color guards tough, i got a face full of flag at practice...so yeah...ok so, yesterday was the last day of band camp, (aka the day we did our little show) our theme this year was Echoes of Spain and the part where i had to do the pop toss, i kinda messed up... i dropped my colorfull flag and started to cry a little, but i guess you can say i'm much better now...but still a little sore from all the bruises i got during the past week. i also almost got to tell ted that i like him but i freaked


09/02/08--17:08: MY DAD IS SEXIST (chan 2060580)




My dad is sooooooooo sexist, he says doing dishes are for girls, he probably thinks guys are better than girls, i swear to god, one day. one friggin day, he's gonna regret what he said. i'll make sure of it


09/06/08--14:55: FRESHMAN YEAR KILLS. (chan 2060580)




first two days of highschool...FRESHMAN YEAR KILLS X.X ... i saw ted! and matt... greeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaat...two guys in my life...jist what need...oh well...I'M A FRESHMEAT! LOL!


09/20/08--07:53: football game (chan 2060580)




We beat mount olive and east orange! ^^ ... i'll admit, east orange was hard to beat...but we one ^^


11/15/08--18:09: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2060580)




hi!!! i'm back! apparently highschool's killing me so i havent been on in a while (sorry about that). okay...last journal said that i had several crush problems, well guess what? that's done. we're bf gf...ligit...n now...we're pretty much labled as the marching band couple... and my dad is being hella annoying. imitation of my dad= "CAREN THIS IS HIGHSCHOOL! GET YOUR ASS OFF THAT CHAIR! GET YOUR WORK DONE! THIS IS NOT 8TH GRADE ANYMORE! NO I DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK! THIS IS HIGHSCHOOL! my reaction- okay...seriously...your existance BOTHERS me...just leave me alone,....but seriously! do u know how annoying it is to have your dad tellin


11/21/08--15:11: hi (chan 2060580)




hey yall! i'm on again! and i'm postin mo' pix! btw...any1 gonna c  twilight 2nite? i'm gonna c it next week since its gonna b 2 crowded


11/22/08--14:06: ^-^ (chan 2060580)




YEAH BABY! WE JUST WON AGAINST RIDGEWOOD!!!! NOW WE GOIN 2 GIANTS STADIUM! GO LANCERS!!!!! ^-^ HA! BEAT THAT RIDGEWOOD!!!!


11/23/08--08:25: my friend's account banned, please accept request (chan 2060580)




For all of you who have friends that want a deviant art that are under 13 should tell them that they're acutally like around 16 coz 1 of my friends, ToomuchOtakuness (aka jez) was banned from being underaged so she has a new one now and if she friends you, pleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaase accept her friend request...


11/26/08--15:28: twilight!!!!!! (chan 2060580)




okay...so i saw twilight with my boyfriend and IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!! well...too bad he's going to claifornia tomorrow...oh well...


11/27/08--09:44: Happy thanksgiving ^-~ (chan 2060580)




Happy Thanksgiving guys!!!! apparently i have to help stuff the turkey...it's not fun having anal sex with a turkey lol...so anyways i hope you all have an awesome thanksgiving, so yeah. what to do now??? my boyfriends at cali visiting his cousins, uh...so i'm pretty much stuck here but i'm going to a party later~~~!!! yeah! party~~!!! so i guess i'll say it again...HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!


12/05/08--15:30: one of my friends like me O.O (chan 2060580)




awww i feel so bad right now...my friend nick likes me and he got really jealous of ted (my boyfriend) i dont know what to do, he is like, in love with me...but the only problem is...i love ted...


12/06/08--19:47: okay...a seriously bad problem... (chan 2060580)




Big problem guys. I AM STUCK IN A LOVE SQUARE! 3 Guys like me= Nick, Ted (my bf) and Mike! i told mike i'd go to my junior prom with him (because ted's gonna be gone by then but he will visit on weekends since he's not gonna be far), and nick... and another bad thing occured- one of my friends like nick and nick likes me and now my friends gonna hate me for nick liking me because she's liked nick for a long time! i honestly dont know...we won against hackensack today!!!! but seriously...i dont know if i should end me and ted's relationship. people said we shouldnt because we look cute together but i love him. and i'm totally confused because


12/24/08--09:31: happy christmahannukwanza! (chan 2060580)




MERRY CHRISTMAHANNUKWANZA!!!!! im goin 2 cali on the 26th so i probably wont on until the 3rd or 4th


12/29/08--09:41: cali (chan 2060580)




hi guys! apparently i do have computer acess here in cali coz i brought my laptop, but i dont have a scanner so...i guess happy new years!


12/31/08--21:22: Happy new year!!!!!! (chan 2060580)




KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM CALI!!!!!!


01/01/09--15:39: comparison of my two pictures (chan 2060580)




http://hidan1994.deviantart.com/art/okami-wolfie-64108593

http://hidan1994.deviantart.com/art/wolf-tattoo-107224523

wow...i improved a lot...


01/15/09--12:39: hahahahaha (chan 2060580)




hahahahahahahahtedhahahahahahasexhahahahahimhahahahahahsohahahahahaboredhahahahahalolhahahahahguyshahahahahyaoihahahahahcarenhahahahahapenishahahahahahahahahahahaharawrhahahahahieatyofacehahahahahahafacebookhahahahaurabitchhahahahahahoahahahahahhahahaharawrhahahahahaimgonnaeatuhahahahahaimboredhahahahahahahahahaha


01/22/09--17:15: O.o (chan 2060580)




whoa dA changed a lot O.o ...apparently...i point out the obvious


01/24/09--06:53: heya!!!! (chan 2060580)




hey! i just wanted to say=....MIDTERMS ARE OVER =D !!! W00T PARTY!!!! so anyways, i've gotten very bored lately and i have nothing to do... any requests? i'm just really bored and have a handful of time...but then again...my scanner hates me and my deviations turn out to be horrible -_-'


01/31/09--15:08: whats up with me and my messed up ways? (chan 2060580)




i will!!!!!

1:48pmTed
your performance on that ain't really good

1:48pmCaren
huh???? no seriously...i swear to god...i'm eating something right now...i eat apple

1:48pmTed
you have to eat more

1:49pmCaren
like what?

1:49pmTed
Caren....

1:49pmCaren
no seriously....

1:50pmTed
eat more on meals, for one thing.

1:50pmCaren
cup ramen?

1:51pmTed
that's a start

1:51pmCaren
geez u guys worry too much...

especially liz!

1:51pmTed
we all do. We have good reasons too

1:51pmCaren
...okay...ted...

seriously

teh cutting stopped along time ago...

i guess the only thing is my eating disorder???




01/31/09--16:53: ... (chan 2060580)




hiyo!!!! anyone have fb? just wondering


02/15/09--17:29: dads being annoying...need advice (chan 2060580)




hey'all!!! apparently my dads being annoying and keeps on bugging me about my 'odd' teenage ways...WHAT THE HELL...my dad just does not realize that he is erratic himself!!!! any advice to get my dad off my back? i mean seriously...i can not be myself when i am around him...i have to fake everything when he's around


03/08/09--08:19: idk (chan 2060580)




hey!!! sorry for not being on in a while, well anyways, uhhh yeah...hmm what to say...nope nothing...love you guys!!!!


04/03/09--17:55: my scanner died (chan 2060580)




...my scanner is broken...which means i cant post things...


04/12/09--08:55: screw the scanner! i'm using a camera! (chan 2060580)




good news...for all of you who enjoy my art work i'm improvising and using my camera (oh yeah thats totally original, throwing a little sarcasm in there :D )


04/26/09--09:34: OMEHGA!!!! 300 DEVIATIONS! (chan 2060580)




OMEHGA!!! (omg) 300 FREAKING DEVIATIONS!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGOMGOMG WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU (wow) OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGMOGMOGMOGMGOMGOMOGMOGMGOMGOMGOM KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <3 OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WHUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WAFFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ(waffles) OMGOMOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMG *passes out*


05/08/09--15:15: facebook link (chan 2060580)




http://www.facebook.com/s.php?init=q&q=red+bull&ref=ts&sid=85cdac6afc3ec1b8a8cef6bd6dd5b934#/profile.php?id=749323673&ref=name

ok if u guys wanna friend me on fb then you'll have to tell me who u are first, by account name of course, i kinda dont want a stalker


05/23/09--11:55: this is random, really (chan 2060580)




hey guys! sorry for not updating! its been a while i know, so yeah marching bands gotten in the way of things resulting in me being a procrastinator (though i already am XD ) so yeah i'll be marching in the memorial day parade on monday (oh yes i have to smile, count, march, and twirl a flag in the blazing heat for hours that should fun) so does anyone have a wajas??? okay if you do then please add me!!!!! i'm like, a noob at it so here's me account number: 126986

or if you want my link, here it is: http://www.wajas.com/home_cave.php

so yeah i hope you guys have a great memorial day and for those of you that personally know me, then i


06/01/09--08:17: Period 5.......is boring (chan 2060580)




hey guys, so yeah i marched in the parade on monday and it was soooooo hot, its like, idk i felt like i was gonna pass out...so yeah right now im in period 5 (english) in the CAI lab, doing work (well im supposed to be doing work, but instead im jsut doin my own thing...as usual lol) so yeah...crap idk wat to say now...


06/26/09--05:54: HAPPY SUMMER TO ALL DEVIANTS (chan 2060580)




SCHOOLS OUT! and yesterday was my sisters bday, and now i have a stomach ache from eating too much ice cream cake, anways, ITS SUMMER! WHICH MEANS AS SOON AS I CAN FIND MY CAMERA I CAN UPLOAD AGAIN! HAVE A ROCKIN SUMMER TO ALL THE DEVIANTS OUT THERE!:D w00t! its summer vacation!


07/07/09--10:35: a random journal entry (chan 2060580)




well this summer had an okay start,except for the fact that i have to work on this big music theory packet for sophmore year, and to think, its been just few years ago when i first joined deviantArt, oh the memories, i would also like to say happy early birthday to WeponsAarsonal aka pauline, since i'm busy tomorrow (tomorrows her birthday) so yeah, i hope all is well with you guys, and have a rockin summer vacation


09/27/09--11:01: Hmm apparently this is late hahaha (chan 2060580)




hey guys sorry for the really late udate, well sophmore years turnin out better than expected except for the end of summer and the beginning of the school year which consisted of much love and drama haha lets see what to say....hmmm well i hope youve all enjoyed your summer (a little late i know haha) and are also enjoying school...which i highly doubt because honestly, a lot of people dont enjoy going to school, except for maybe me lol just kidding (hey i chose pretty good electives this year) well actually im indifferent towards the idea of school, having to wake up at six in the bloody morning is a pain, so im getting started on uploading


09/27/09--11:01: Hmm apparently this is late hahaha (chan 2060580)




hey guys sorry for the really late udate, well sophmore years turnin out better than expected except for the end of summer and the beginning of the school year which consisted of much love and drama haha lets see what to say....hmmm well i hope youve all enjoyed your summer (a little late i know haha) and are also enjoying school...which i highly doubt because honestly, a lot of people dont enjoy going to school, except for maybe me lol just kidding (hey i chose pretty good electives this year) well actually im indifferent towards the idea of school, having to wake up at six in the bloody morning is a pain, so im getting started on uploading


01/02/10--17:03: i cant think of a title so yea.NO TITLE FOR YOU XD (chan 2060580)




alright its been a while sorry for no updates guys, sophmore years tough, its worse than frosh year, sad to say, hmmm ummm i broke my scanner so no luck with that and i dont own a tablet, so..sorry guys im not gona be uploadin pics for a while..then again, when was the last time i uplaoded a pic that i drew? lol anyone got a facebook?

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=logo#/caren.bam?ref=name

add me :)


06/09/10--14:33: hey (chan 2060580)




hey there, i havent been on in a while, thanks to my oh so busy hell-ish sophmore year, take a look around, ill be updating this thing from time to time, thanks for stopping by
                                      ~Caren <3








       ...ps: i love you all :)


05/19/11--07:51: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2060580)




Some of you are probably wondering why i wasnt on for the past God knows how long, but alas, i have came to the conclusion, JUNIOR YEAR CAN KISS MY ASS. Well, anyways, yeah. Junior year has been... interesting, and i'll have to admit, i miss freshman year out of all the three years i've been through this highschool drama i guess its time to catch up. Now i know, its been a while since i've uploaded some pictures, but i did manage to get like three up, but keep in mind, they were doodles, so im going to have to get my busy highschool junior ass off my seat and get some work done, but hey look on the bright side, SUMMERS ALMOST HERE :D ughhh an